(LET)TING GO

so i decide to let everything go

you'll be a stranger soon enough

and i won't remember your last name

or what to say to make you laugh

or what to do to make you angry

or how to kiss you to turn you on

or even how to love you to make you feel beautiful.

you'll be walking on the same planet as me

and this won't make me feel anxious

or depressed

or happy

i'll be nonchalant about it.

i decided i was going to forget

about our dirty talks

or the romantic ones

or how badly we wanted each other close

or how you used to cry because you were missing me.

i said to myself that i'll make you my past

because you were my present

and my future

or maybe just a moment

or eternity.

so please, just say bye

or goodbye

or see you soon

but don't stand in front of me

looking me in the eyes

and saying with your cold-ass voice

that you no longer miss me

or love me

or hate me.

that you just don't care at all.